Post by Cassidy in Wonderland on Sept 17, 2010 22:32:27 GMT -5
Or does everyone seem to hate me? 
Maybe I should just kill myself and become a yurei. I am a bit of nothing, I was always a nothing, and will always be a nothing... Very few people in my family accept me, so I must not be perfect... I look in the mirror everyday and see some hideous person, even though my mother has told me numerous times I'm beautiful, I think she tells me that because she is my mother...my cheeks are becoming sunken coz I don't eat much. I'm losing my appetite everyday, even cake is starting to taste like dust in my mouth. I'm popping painkillers to get rid of headaches that pop out of nowhere every 5 minutes, I can't keep a boyfriend coz I'm too annoying, I just hate myself...I'll go die now...
Maybe I should just kill myself and become a yurei. I am a bit of nothing, I was always a nothing, and will always be a nothing... Very few people in my family accept me, so I must not be perfect... I look in the mirror everyday and see some hideous person, even though my mother has told me numerous times I'm beautiful, I think she tells me that because she is my mother...my cheeks are becoming sunken coz I don't eat much. I'm losing my appetite everyday, even cake is starting to taste like dust in my mouth. I'm popping painkillers to get rid of headaches that pop out of nowhere every 5 minutes, I can't keep a boyfriend coz I'm too annoying, I just hate myself...I'll go die now...
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